Saturday, October 30, 2010

something else

I simply do not understand how this has ever been helpful.
not at all.



Wednesday, October 27, 2010

wrong

a very smart, capable, talented, hard working, passionate, caring and gifted educator was summarily fired from her job today.

no. we say no. emphatically, loudly, without question.

We. Say. No.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

technology









also: tumblr purple / spirit day

Monday, October 18, 2010

Saturday, October 16, 2010

an offer





















Amanda Preston to me
show details 2:38 AM (6 hours ago)
Dear Student,

I would like to invite you personally to become a part of our team.
In the time of crisis more companies are downsizing, moving overseas and outsourcing many of their positions.
Because of this, a brand new opportunity has come about.
We are looking for people to work as professional distance-based typists.
If you're eager to use your skills to make some additional cash, then you might want to consider a home typing position.
No experience is needed.

Our requirements for distance-based typists are:

-Computer with Internet access.
-Good Typing Skills.
-Basic Internet knowledge.
-Basic Computer and Typing Skills.

You will not have to devote full time hours. These assignments can be done on your time.
They may be done in Internet cafes or where ever you can get Internet access.

All data entry operators work from home and are independent contractors.
You typically set your own hours and work from home on projects that are enjoyable!
Average monthly earnings start from $1000 to $3000 or more.

If you are interested just reply to my email!



Best Regards,
Amanda Preston
Regional Recruitment Manager





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Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Monday, October 11, 2010

oh, canada







[photo source and narrative]

here

Thursday, October 7, 2010

and then and then

difficult day on the life not work front

that shallowness of breathing
that ohmyfuckinggod how do we move forward

the forcing oneself to focus on tasks at hand

day by day by day

the work itself?

moments. there are moments.

working toward more and better in the less is more and better is better sense of the exercise.

(also: related. obliquely) was able to direct the pizza delivery person to the people waiting for pizza.

small steps and large.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

balance

holding busy
holding open

holding terror at things unrelated

holding on

holding open

trying to be present

tired in my bones.

work, not work

holding on

Monday, October 4, 2010

consider this

October 4, 2010

Today's poem is copyright © 2010 by Zachary Schomburg. Used with permission of the author.

and, because, from Pen, this image:







Testy Pony
by Zachary Schomburg

I am given a pony for my birthday, but it is the wrong kind of pony. It is the kind of pony that won’t listen. It is testy. When I ask it to go left, it goes right. When I ask it to run, it sleeps on its side in the tall grass. So when I ask it to jump us over the river into the field I have never before been, I have every reason to believe it will fail, that we will be swept down the river to our deaths. It is a fate for which I am prepared. The blame of our death will rest with the testy pony, and with that, I will be remembered with reverence, and the pony will be remembered with great anger. But with me on its back, the testy pony rears and approaches the river with unfettered bravery. Its leap is glorious. It clears the river with ease, not even getting its pony hooves wet. And then there we are on the other side of the river, the sun going down, the pony circling, looking for something to eat in the dirt. Real trust is to do so in the face of clear doubt, and to trust is to love. This is my failure, and for that I cannot be forgiven.






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Sunday, October 3, 2010

and then, too

Hi Janet,

Thank you for joining us today all the way over on [our] Street. Its great to be able to have you have some time with the volunteers, who don't get as much of a chance to get to know you as we do. (woah did that sentence make sense?) Thanks so much for taking time out of your sunday to come join us. Afterwards a few people stuck around to help clean up a little and they told us that they appreciated what you said.
thanks, and we hope you had a nice mom visit afterwards!
love
[he] and [she]

___________________________________________

yes, please and thank you very much.
it was a very good meeting. they are lovely young people. they cooked for one another, they spoke caringly yet not cloyingly to one another. they listened. they were engaged. a small good thing. a spark, an ember to support. to let breathe.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

and then

on other days with other ones
doing work.

being in the work to be done.
doing it.

[a] far better place.